Of course I'm not mad ... now shut the hell up!

[scottishlass]

I overslept hopelessly today and as I dragged myself out to go for a walk with the dogs at about noon I had a late start getting all my chores done. I hate it when this happens. I prefer to do my chores alone in the early morning this way I have the whole shmuk out of the way and can work on other things. So my schedule is now shot to hell, I wanted to start patterning my new quilt but with two dogs and His Hubbiness™ now gallivanting all over the place this is out of the question.

But what I could do is sit on the balcony and get some of the machine sewing done I need to do and if anyone will complain about the noise I'll kill them ... I'm in this kind of mood. I'm grumpy, mad at myself for oversleeping and just have a chip the size of Manhattan on my shoulder. So there! :)

Comments

[tanaide.livejournal.com]

...I don't know, I just hate my body so much.

But that said, it's not a matter of choice anymore...it's not like I'm on a diet. I'm just incapable of handling food and the whole process that comes with it.

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

Of course. Your stomach isn't used to food anymore. Same with my stomach not used to meat anymore as I have been a vegetarian for more than 20 years.

You just have to start eating slowly and small amounts and best under medical supervision.

[tanaide.livejournal.com]

...

I mean ...I can't mentally handle it. I get fits of panic...and I can't keep myself from purging if I eat. And I can't change what's in my head...neither van anybody else :(

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

You really need a 24/7 therapy for some months, Stephen. Otherwise I don't know what will happen to you. I don't want to imagine the worst case scenario. :(

[tanaide.livejournal.com]

... I know.

...found a place I'd really fancy going but I gotta live in UK first *sighs*

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

I keep my fingers crossed that you can get into the place soon.
*hugs*

[tanaide.livejournal.com]

You're a darling you are!
*hugs*

Hey...maybe we could have a coffee some time :)

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

Some time :)
Well I need to head to bed now, I have to get up early tomorrow as we are doing a family thing tomorrow :s

Good night, Stephen.

[tanaide.livejournal.com]

Nighty night dear!

I'll follow your example and dry have some more of my day tomorrow ;o)

*waves*