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scottishlassI overslept hopelessly today and as I dragged myself out to go for a walk with the dogs at about noon I had a late start getting all my chores done. I hate it when this happens. I prefer to do my chores alone in the early morning this way I have the whole shmuk out of the way and can work on other things. So my schedule is now shot to hell, I wanted to start patterning my new quilt but with two dogs and His Hubbiness™ now gallivanting all over the place this is out of the question.
But what I could do is sit on the balcony and get some of the machine sewing done I need to do and if anyone will complain about the noise I'll kill them ... I'm in this kind of mood. I'm grumpy, mad at myself for oversleeping and just have a chip the size of Manhattan on my shoulder. So there! :)
But what I could do is sit on the balcony and get some of the machine sewing done I need to do and if anyone will complain about the noise I'll kill them ... I'm in this kind of mood. I'm grumpy, mad at myself for oversleeping and just have a chip the size of Manhattan on my shoulder. So there! :)
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Date: 2007-06-02 01:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-02 01:46 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-02 01:58 pm (UTC)May be for me it was just a first night of normal sleep in a whole week. It was quite difficult to sleep when it's +31C in the room, you know.
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Date: 2007-06-02 02:28 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-02 04:51 pm (UTC)I really don't get how anyone can sleep as much as I do at the moment...sad thing is...I'm still soooo tired. And of course like you I so didn't get to do the stuff I should of been doing while in fact I was dozing away in my bed. There's only one word for days like this - blah. Seems to be one of my top 10 words these days ...oops ^^
Are you sewing for the regency event?
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Date: 2007-06-02 08:14 pm (UTC)As for sewing: I can't attend the 9th June event as I have no transportation, so there is no need for a new dress. :( Are you going? If so, I try to come - even if I have to ask my parents to give me a lift. I really want to see you again.
I had promised my hubby to sew a new bathrobe, so that is what I was doing today, as well as putting the finishing touches to my sakura book bag (http://scottishlass.livejournal.com/215569.html).
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Date: 2007-06-02 08:20 pm (UTC)...no, I'm not going. I'd love to, on the one hand...on the other ..well...I don't actually feel up for socializing...not with so many ppl at once that is. I feel like curling up in my room, hiding away ...hm. Besides, I'd need to sew a whole new outfit and I just don't really have the time or the muse to do that just now...and me old stuff's a bit too big by now ^^
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Date: 2007-06-02 08:39 pm (UTC)For Chrissake, your old outfit already seemed too big for you in places. I know you don't like food, but at least try to sustain your body that it can function normally. You know that at one point your body starts to devour itself, right? Feeding on the gluccose in the muscles and then on the inner organs. But I know you know all this already and still you do what you do.
A bit of skinnyness is okay - look at all those Japanese idols, but you need to find a balance and not punish yourself with food (or the lack thereof).
*hugs*
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Date: 2007-06-02 08:46 pm (UTC)No, I know, I'm just sick...but I can't make myself better. I wish there was a pill I could swallow to make the E.D. go away :(
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Date: 2007-06-02 09:19 pm (UTC)Yeah right *sarcasm* And most JE idols look like very skinny ten year olds. You are not chubby!
Have you ever seen the Korean actor Lee Jun-ki? He did quite a few doramas as well as some movies (his most famous being The King And The Clown). He also has very wide hips even though he dances and does taek-won-do. He ones said in an interview that he had to accept two things will never change, his rounded hips and his female features, no matter how much he diets. I think I have mentioned him to you once as I think you two look a bit alike and not only because of the facial features but also your bodily figure is the almost the same (even the height).
You just have to find a point in your life where you can accept your body as it is. You are not a dancer anymore, there won't be any directors and Masters of Dance who will belittle you or tell you to diet, diet, diet. You are attractive in your own right and I think a lot of men do like you just the way you are. It is just that you have to accept yourself as well. Easier said than done, I know.
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Date: 2007-06-02 09:25 pm (UTC)But that said, it's not a matter of choice anymore...it's not like I'm on a diet. I'm just incapable of handling food and the whole process that comes with it.
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Date: 2007-06-02 10:03 pm (UTC)You just have to start eating slowly and small amounts and best under medical supervision.
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Date: 2007-06-02 10:05 pm (UTC)I mean ...I can't mentally handle it. I get fits of panic...and I can't keep myself from purging if I eat. And I can't change what's in my head...neither van anybody else :(
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Date: 2007-06-02 10:41 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-02 10:46 pm (UTC)...found a place I'd really fancy going but I gotta live in UK first *sighs*
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Date: 2007-06-02 11:18 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2007-06-02 11:21 pm (UTC)*hugs*
Hey...maybe we could have a coffee some time :)
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Date: 2007-06-02 11:44 pm (UTC)Well I need to head to bed now, I have to get up early tomorrow as we are doing a family thing tomorrow :s
Good night, Stephen.
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Date: 2007-06-02 11:48 pm (UTC)I'll follow your example and dry have some more of my day tomorrow ;o)
*waves*
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Date: 2007-06-03 11:47 am (UTC)