Week from hell

Thank goodness this week is almost over. Not only that I spent some time at the hospital this week but seeing my baby-bear really being sick and suffering really took out a lot of energy as well.
Never expected to be so thin-skinned. I was and still am really worried about Cenour and the little guy is now NOT suffering from diarrhoea but from constipation. If it is not one thing it is the other. He has lost a lot of weight and it is scary. I'm now trying to get him to put on some weight.
But what scared me even more was my reaction to it all ... I was and am an emotional mess. I was really scared he would die. Some weird idea about Chica being with us only 2 years and 20 days, and with Cenour's second anniversary with us coming up on the 9th September, I had this scare of him dying soon.
As I said, thin-skinned :(

I'm home alone ... as of yesterday, Olly is back at work and we have successfully finished our 6 weeks of home together without major ruckus or quarrels. :D
Additionally, Olly has send in his appliication to the Hessian School Authority. They are looking for Maths/Physics and IT teachers and he could become a civil servant if they take him on. Which means ... we have currently stopped looking for a house here in D and wait till the Hessian School Authority has decided. Perhaps in a year from now we will all live in Hessia in a house of our own.

Week from hell

Thank goodness this week is almost over. Not only that I spent some time at the hospital this week but seeing my baby-bear really being sick and suffering really took out a lot of energy as well.
Never expected to be so thin-skinned. I was and still am really worried about Cenour and the little guy is now NOT suffering from diarrhoea but from constipation. If it is not one thing it is the other. He has lost a lot of weight and it is scary. I'm now trying to get him to put on some weight.
But what scared me even more was my reaction to it all ... I was and am an emotional mess. I was really scared he would die. Some weird idea about Chica being with us only 2 years and 20 days, and with Cenour's second anniversary with us coming up on the 9th September, I had this scare of him dying soon.
As I said, thin-skinned :(

I'm home alone ... as of yesterday, Olly is back at work and we have successfully finished our 6 weeks of home together without major ruckus or quarrels. :D
Additionally, Olly has send in his appliication to the Hessian School Authority. They are looking for Maths/Physics and IT teachers and he could become a civil servant if they take him on. Which means ... we have currently stopped looking for a house here in D and wait till the Hessian School Authority has decided. Perhaps in a year from now we will all live in Hessia in a house of our own.

Week from hell

Thank goodness this week is almost over. Not only that I spent some time at the hospital this week but seeing my baby-bear really being sick and suffering really took out a lot of energy as well.
Never expected to be so thin-skinned. I was and still am really worried about Cenour and the little guy is now NOT suffering from diarrhoea but from constipation. If it is not one thing it is the other. He has lost a lot of weight and it is scary. I'm now trying to get him to put on some weight.
But what scared me even more was my reaction to it all ... I was and am an emotional mess. I was really scared he would die. Some weird idea about Chica being with us only 2 years and 20 days, and with Cenour's second anniversary with us coming up on the 9th September, I had this scare of him dying soon.
As I said, thin-skinned :(

I'm home alone ... as of yesterday, Olly is back at work and we have successfully finished our 6 weeks of home together without major ruckus or quarrels. :D
Additionally, Olly has send in his appliication to the Hessian School Authority. They are looking for Maths/Physics and IT teachers and he could become a civil servant if they take him on. Which means ... we have currently stopped looking for a house here in D and wait till the Hessian School Authority has decided. Perhaps in a year from now we will all live in Hessia in a house of our own.