Apr. 23rd, 2005

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Before I go to bed now here is my pic for Saturday ... it's from Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham, the claiming scene as I call it. It is so damn archaic - and although my feminist heart cries out in outrage - that something in my soul answers with a sigh at that particular scene :)



Tomorrow - or better later today - I will pick up Emer from the main station ... it turned out I didn't need to fix her with Hrithik pics. She is already a BW Pagali :) So tomorrow we will roam the India Shops together and hopefully will NOT fall into dance moves in the middle of the street :)
scottishlass: (Default)
Before I go to bed now here is my pic for Saturday ... it's from Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham, the claiming scene as I call it. It is so damn archaic - and although my feminist heart cries out in outrage - that something in my soul answers with a sigh at that particular scene :)



Tomorrow - or better later today - I will pick up Emer from the main station ... it turned out I didn't need to fix her with Hrithik pics. She is already a BW Pagali :) So tomorrow we will roam the India Shops together and hopefully will NOT fall into dance moves in the middle of the street :)
scottishlass: (Default)
Before I go to bed now here is my pic for Saturday ... it's from Kabhi Khushi Kabhie Gham, the claiming scene as I call it. It is so damn archaic - and although my feminist heart cries out in outrage - that something in my soul answers with a sigh at that particular scene :)



Tomorrow - or better later today - I will pick up Emer from the main station ... it turned out I didn't need to fix her with Hrithik pics. She is already a BW Pagali :) So tomorrow we will roam the India Shops together and hopefully will NOT fall into dance moves in the middle of the street :)
scottishlass: (KB spawning life)
The night is really nice, not cold at all and the stars are out and twinkle. I wish I would live in the country, this way I could see the whole milky way. I still remember a time when I could do just that. A time so far away that it is almost like a spectre of a time long past.
In the dark of night man is bound to discover and examine the paths of love and life. The silent cocoon of darkness envelops man with sleepy memories.
Olly is sleeping on the sofa with music in his earphones while I sit here, watching him. Somewhere deep in my heart there is a tiny part that wishes it wasn't him lying there, but someone else. It is hard to write it down, a forbidden thought that makes me sad. A tiny part, not overwhelmingly large at all. Still, I can't sleep and this is nagging me. I love Olly dearly, but a part of my heart or soul for the lack of a better word, will never belong to him. He knows, as he knows everything of me and I of him. Which makes it both harder and easier.
Still ...
I'm sitting here at my computer, the desk lamp the only pool of light in the darkness. I feel totally alone, set apart from the whole world in a world of my own, the world of my memories that come to the fore at this kind of night. I'm smoking a cigarette right now, rolling my neck to get rid of the stiffness in my back. When I close my eyes I'm transported back in time ... to another sky, another set of stars so similar to the one that lies just beyond my window, lighting the dark sky in its own way.

memories in the dark of the night )

Mulaayam mulaayam si neeli neeli raat hai aur thapakti hai is dil ko yaadein kayi
The dark blue night is soft and tender & many memories tap on my heart
scottishlass: (KB spawning life)
The night is really nice, not cold at all and the stars are out and twinkle. I wish I would live in the country, this way I could see the whole milky way. I still remember a time when I could do just that. A time so far away that it is almost like a spectre of a time long past.
In the dark of night man is bound to discover and examine the paths of love and life. The silent cocoon of darkness envelops man with sleepy memories.
Olly is sleeping on the sofa with music in his earphones while I sit here, watching him. Somewhere deep in my heart there is a tiny part that wishes it wasn't him lying there, but someone else. It is hard to write it down, a forbidden thought that makes me sad. A tiny part, not overwhelmingly large at all. Still, I can't sleep and this is nagging me. I love Olly dearly, but a part of my heart or soul for the lack of a better word, will never belong to him. He knows, as he knows everything of me and I of him. Which makes it both harder and easier.
Still ...
I'm sitting here at my computer, the desk lamp the only pool of light in the darkness. I feel totally alone, set apart from the whole world in a world of my own, the world of my memories that come to the fore at this kind of night. I'm smoking a cigarette right now, rolling my neck to get rid of the stiffness in my back. When I close my eyes I'm transported back in time ... to another sky, another set of stars so similar to the one that lies just beyond my window, lighting the dark sky in its own way.

memories in the dark of the night )

Mulaayam mulaayam si neeli neeli raat hai aur thapakti hai is dil ko yaadein kayi
The dark blue night is soft and tender & many memories tap on my heart
scottishlass: (KB spawning life)
The night is really nice, not cold at all and the stars are out and twinkle. I wish I would live in the country, this way I could see the whole milky way. I still remember a time when I could do just that. A time so far away that it is almost like a spectre of a time long past.
In the dark of night man is bound to discover and examine the paths of love and life. The silent cocoon of darkness envelops man with sleepy memories.
Olly is sleeping on the sofa with music in his earphones while I sit here, watching him. Somewhere deep in my heart there is a tiny part that wishes it wasn't him lying there, but someone else. It is hard to write it down, a forbidden thought that makes me sad. A tiny part, not overwhelmingly large at all. Still, I can't sleep and this is nagging me. I love Olly dearly, but a part of my heart or soul for the lack of a better word, will never belong to him. He knows, as he knows everything of me and I of him. Which makes it both harder and easier.
Still ...
I'm sitting here at my computer, the desk lamp the only pool of light in the darkness. I feel totally alone, set apart from the whole world in a world of my own, the world of my memories that come to the fore at this kind of night. I'm smoking a cigarette right now, rolling my neck to get rid of the stiffness in my back. When I close my eyes I'm transported back in time ... to another sky, another set of stars so similar to the one that lies just beyond my window, lighting the dark sky in its own way.

memories in the dark of the night )

Mulaayam mulaayam si neeli neeli raat hai aur thapakti hai is dil ko yaadein kayi
The dark blue night is soft and tender & many memories tap on my heart
scottishlass: (BW ShahrukhKaj 4)
snurched from [livejournal.com profile] sg1padawan
Some silliness )
scottishlass: (BW ShahrukhKaj 4)
snurched from [livejournal.com profile] sg1padawan
Some silliness )
scottishlass: (BW ShahrukhKaj 4)
snurched from [livejournal.com profile] sg1padawan
Some silliness )

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Yozora no mukou ni wa mou asu ga matteiru

ano toki kimi ga ushinatta mono wa
yozora no mukou no hoshi ni natta
nurashita hoho wa itsuka kawaite
kitto habatakeru kara

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