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scottishlassIt is strange that after having written (and forced myself to write) half of a story yesterday and today, I realized how much I missed writing. Be it fan fiction, original fiction or interviews. It feels as if I'm reconnecting sometihing deep inside of myself. Something that had been broken and lifeless ... limp.
I know that writing isn't my sole driving force, I am too creative in too many areas to be just like that, but rediscovering an old flame ... like a cd you had listened to years before and now listen to it once again after such a long time ... it feels like coming home.
Even though it is a struggle still ... so many words that dance inside my mind still elude me when I try to put them onto the computer screen. It is a battle - but a battle that I am eager to win ... someday ... somehow ... if it is possible.
Dekiru nara nanigenai ni hibi shiawase o kanjiru koto ga.
I know that writing isn't my sole driving force, I am too creative in too many areas to be just like that, but rediscovering an old flame ... like a cd you had listened to years before and now listen to it once again after such a long time ... it feels like coming home.
Even though it is a struggle still ... so many words that dance inside my mind still elude me when I try to put them onto the computer screen. It is a battle - but a battle that I am eager to win ... someday ... somehow ... if it is possible.
Dekiru nara nanigenai ni hibi shiawase o kanjiru koto ga.
