Haven't written a word ...
Nov. 8th, 2004 11:43 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
scottishlassfor three days ... I don't think I will make it or if I do I will be doing it in one big rush on the last weekend. I know how I work when I have to write something :s It was the same with my BA, my MA and also with my thesis. *rolls eyes*
I always need the pressure to write well. Shucks!
Addendum: I phoned my parents tonight and asked them if they wanted to come over for coffee and tea on Sunday. Well after almost 37 years I should have known they'd ask me why?! And of course, they have already invited my mom's sisters and won't come to my place (they could ALL come but one of my aunt's is a witness and won't attend someone's bday). I'm so mad ... I mean I shouldn't feel so pissed off, out of 36 birthdays my mom has perhaps NOT FORGOTTEN about 10 of them. 10 out of 37 is a good margin .. for my mom.
But God forbid I forget her or my stepfather's birthday, then I'll get an earful :s
But I try to be an adult about it ... though it still hurts as much as it has when I was a kid. Perhaps it isn't such a bad idea not to celebrate one's birthday. This way they can be forgotten without any regrets or hurt feelings. I should have known not to invite them. After all for the last couple of years I have not celebrated my bday with friends and family (thinking about it I only did when I was at university and those where always drunken extravaganzas).
Birthdays, better forgotten.
I always need the pressure to write well. Shucks!
Addendum: I phoned my parents tonight and asked them if they wanted to come over for coffee and tea on Sunday. Well after almost 37 years I should have known they'd ask me why?! And of course, they have already invited my mom's sisters and won't come to my place (they could ALL come but one of my aunt's is a witness and won't attend someone's bday). I'm so mad ... I mean I shouldn't feel so pissed off, out of 36 birthdays my mom has perhaps NOT FORGOTTEN about 10 of them. 10 out of 37 is a good margin .. for my mom.
But God forbid I forget her or my stepfather's birthday, then I'll get an earful :s
But I try to be an adult about it ... though it still hurts as much as it has when I was a kid. Perhaps it isn't such a bad idea not to celebrate one's birthday. This way they can be forgotten without any regrets or hurt feelings. I should have known not to invite them. After all for the last couple of years I have not celebrated my bday with friends and family (thinking about it I only did when I was at university and those where always drunken extravaganzas).
Birthdays, better forgotten.
