The way we were ...

[scottishlass]

... is not always a good thing.

As I had to find out today after meeting two of my old schoolmates per chance. I have to admit that I was surprised when these two women came up to me. I had recognized them immediately but I would have had ignored them before doing anything else.
Here I was - in my most comfortable and sturdiest (as well as dirtiest) clothes after having a tug-of-war with Cenour about his play rope in the muddy end of the dog playing area - and these two chicks come up all smiles and perfectly adorable in their Sunday's best and I HATED it and I HATED THEM. Geesh, I have hated them back in High school, too, but today, it was like this huge wave crashing over me and Chica and Cenour must have felt it because they started to growl and bark.

Anyway, these two stood there and talked and talked and talked about the good old times back in High school and I was like .. WTF?! They were the biggest idiots and the biggest bullies on this side of the moon and they have the chuzpe to wallow in the good ol' times? Anyway, good thing I was never bullied by them but some friends of mine were and more than once I had crossed swords with them, but to be all friendly and chummy with me. THOSE STUPID; FUCKING CUNTS!!! I was so fuming angry I couldn't say anything and good thing Chica wanted to go home, so I cut them short in a rude manner (I think I said something along the lines of: "Sorry, I don't have time to remember the good ol' times. Bye.") and we went home. Now my stomach is upset. They got to me more than they will ever imagine.
WHY is that?

Comments

[rika-66.livejournal.com]

:-/
But. well, I can understand this. personally I try to avoid any school mates or high school meetings for a very long time already. (exept meeting those very few people, with whom I was more or less in contact for all the past years).

I don't know why, but I feel myself highly uncomfortale at all these "recalling good all time" meetings. We are too different now from who we were in the past.

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

Yeah the good times were more often than not really bad times. During junior high school I went to a school which was really bad pupil-wise and I have made it an effort to cut ties with the lot of them of my schoolmates. High school was better, all girls class - but unfortunately among 14 gals there were three bad apples, and the two I met today were two of those bad apples.

[rika-66.livejournal.com]

the two I met today were two of those bad apples

Two of three? Wow! You really was unlucky today! ;) Than may be tomorrow will be a day of good luck for you to meet some nice people, you'll be glad to see?

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

I hope this whole week will be better ... today I got a phonecall from one of those as she had met mater while shopping yesterday and mater actually gave her my phone number as we were school mates and all that ... ARGH!!!

[rika-66.livejournal.com]

Oops, one more piece of bad luck... =/
But I suppose you didn't encourage her to call again and again? ;) Than, I think she'll stop to call you very soon.

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

I was quite rude to her because after introducing herself I told her I had to run and that I won't have time to chat. She was like .. OH-okay...
SO hopefully I won't hear from her again. Esp. as they do not know me to be a rude person at all :)

[rika-66.livejournal.com]

Oh, sometimes we have to be rude, even if we don't like this ourselves.

[rika-66.livejournal.com]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! HAPPINESS IS BACK HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Keh, don't worry about my screams an shouts, I just found out that I have a hot water in my apartment again. Well, this is our (russian) specific - every summer a hot water in living buildings is cut for 15-20 days - to repair pipes and communications before the next winter. We get used to it, but it was SO African weather in Moscow this week, that it was quite uncomfortable to live without hot water. So I'm so happy it's back - in fact 2 days before the date. Now I'll be able to take a perfect shower before going to bed.

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

YOKATTA!!! I'm happy for you :)

[scottishlass.livejournal.com]

Yeah I know ... but really, what are those women thinking? That time of our lives have been long gone and I really am not interested in warming up a so-called companionship that never started 20 years or so ago.

[barefootatkheb.livejournal.com]

just the thought of meeting people from school makes me feel kinda sick ^^;;