Last Tuesday sucked. No Wagner Takeda-kun nor did I feel all too in the pink when I came home from my IV. I felt actually drunk and slurred my words really bad, even after I had a long nap. Wednesday was worse as the nausea hit me unexpected and I blacked out twice.
His Hubbiness (tm) didn't notice as he was much more involved in getting a power supply thingymegig working and it pissed me off big time. But, this is my husband we are talking about who is Mr.
I ignore bad things till they go away personified.
Today I went to get my x-ray and cobalt treatment and I feel okay-ish though nausea is my friend. :s Also the nerve/sinew pains have started which I was so looking forward to ... NOT! Imagine you have fire running through your veins and having a party with your nerve ending and you knoa what kind of pain it is. I can barely raise my arms and my fingers feel as if I'm putting my fingertips on knife points instead of keys.
But I will get through. I even caught myself today while being treated singing along to
Yosorano mukou and even doing the whistling part. Ppl in the adjoining room looked a bit strangely, but heck if I care. I even wrote the
Concerto review I posted earlier, even though I'm not supposed to move. Hell, I can't stay still for 20 minutes :s
Hmmm... I'm thinking about using a new mood theme. I somehow I have grown a bit tired of the Farscape theme. I did a Jun-ki mood theme for
dorama_chat perhaps I'm making a Kang dong-won or Kimura Takuya one for me :) But first I'll go for a walk with the little ones. It is really stormy outside but perhaps the wind will blow some of the pain from my body if I have to concentrate on the cold instead of the pain :s